Wyatt turned 1 on April 7th. I will let Matt post the birthday pictures on his blog. It's amazing how fast time flies. It has been the greatest and hardest year of my life. Working and trying to be a mom has been extremely difficult for me. I find myself envying those women who get to stay home with their babies. I know it's near impossible to be the mom that they are. I find myself coming home from work trying to be a perfect mom, wife and homemaker in 4 hours while dead tired. And when I don't do it I go to bed feeling guilty and bitter. I cant feel completely sorry for myself though there is one magic day I find myself waiting for and that's Wednesdays. I am so blessed to have Wednesdays off. I get a taste once a week of being a full time mom and regaining my sanity... its wonderful.
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Oh Kim, I sure love his fauxhawk.
Oh, that picture is adorable. And you are a great mama, don't beat yourself up!! What you do is really tough and I think you're handling it beautifully. I had to leave Miles this week to train to do the census and I thought about you. It was hard!
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